1st November 2013. Day 17th. I’ve tried so hard to help him quit from smoking but sad my efforts all are worthless. He started smoking back. I don’t know why but I am disappointed. He’s getting bony and he seemed doesn't have a big appetite just like the time he was with me. What’s the use of having someone but they didn't take care of all this matter. I'm not there with you to watch over what you eat and to control you from smoking. You don’t have to be that bad even if we’re not together any more. Don’t do any of it because of me but because of your future and yourself. Eat food not smoke. I loved you before I love you now. Do take care of your health please.