FEVER

I don't feel very well today. Having fever and sore throat for two days already. Unbearable pain all over the body, soooo hard to endure. I haven’t seen the doctor yet because of my very pack daily routine. Maybe if it’s getting worse today I’ll go after work then. 

But still I want to say thanks to my sweetheart for taking care of me the whole day yesterday.  He was so sweet. Bought me Nasi Goreng to eat.  Looked for me Barli Suam and fed me medicine even the way he fed me weird haha. How struggle he was looking for my Barli Suam, touched. While no body’s looking for my health condition, he was there. Always. Thanks boyfriend.

Work place. Nothing much. I’m just a bit tired and weak. Excessive workload. Just pray something good happens to me later. InsyaAllah.

Love,
LH

FIRST MET

Met his mom for the first time yesterday. I wanna share some. For me the first impression seems  to be okay. Just fine. Tuhan je tau how scared I am how nervous I am. But He ease everything.  

Yes I woke up early yesterday to meet boyfriend before he went back to hometown to visit his Wan. After I met him without took any shower I watched Running Man and had lunch. Suddenly boyfriend whatsapp me said that his mom asked him to ask me to follow. At first didn’t want to but when boyfriend said ‘bila lagi’, I changed my mind. Then boyfriend asked me to get ready and picked up after Zuhur prayer.

As I got in the car. Salam mama dia and smile. His mom smile back at me. Okay GOOD SIGN! Dalam masa perjalanan didn’t talk much. Better this way sebab banyak cakap nanti salah kata might ruin the first impression. Who knows.

Lepas makan tengah hari dekat sana me and boyfriend pergi belakang rumah took some of Pelam and Kendondong balik Shah Alam. That’s the story of yesterday. His mom was really kind. Lembut je orangnya. Not as I expected. Happy. May God and his mom bless our relationship till marriage. Amin J

2013 PLEASE BE NICE

1) Looking for a better job and career.

2) Study PJJ in UITM
     * Human Resources Management
     * International Business Management

3) Start up a business
     *Stock and delivery
     * Management and customer satisfaction.

These are my 2013 target. I bet it’s gonna be a busy year. I’m gonna do all important things in life for my future which are CAREER, BUSINESS and STUDY. I know it takes time to succeed but am gonna try my harder to do all of them within this year. Not sure can start all of them within this year but I’ll try. THINK POSITIVE!

Reminder for myself.  Don’t procrastinate anything. Do what you really wanna do and MEAN IT. Well maybe it’s gonna fail sometimes but not all the times. BE POSITIVE!

 I don’t want to waste my young age. The opportunity. Only once in a lifetime. All I do is for the best of my future and my family.

Love,
LH

KNOW HOW TO LOVE YOURSELF

Love yourself that much more important. I started dating at young age and I was always that innocent girl who was committed to her boyfriend but end up with broken hearted. I was also always in a relationship. I’ve been in three relationships that lasted awhile and every single of them started almost immediately after break up.

I’m the type that would never break someone’s heart which is why I rather get dumped than to break up even it was the most miserable moment in a relationship. Eventually things changed. As I grow up I started to see things clearly. I also realized all these things happened for a something better. I enjoyed single and every single moment that time!

By living alone, I had to be on my own to appreciate myself and really made me more mature. It took me awhile to realize that I don’t need a guy to be happy and have a better life. And now currently I’m happy with my loved ones. Actually you don’t have to push yourself to have a relationship but keep believing.

Every girl ought to know how to stand on her own feet without having a man to fall back on. Always learn from your mistakes from past that’s how you gonna understand and appreciate yourself more. Sometimes we need to put others aside and do what’s the best for us. Remember that girls don’t necessarily need guys to be happy. Mr. right will coming along. Just learn to love yourself before let anyone love you


Love,
LH ❤

18th NOV 2012

It was the best day yesterday. We went for a movie and decided to watch Istanbul Aku Datang. It was a beautiful movie after all. Funny yet sweet through the combination of Beto Khusyairi and Lisa Surihani. Plus Dian was sooo cute! I did really like the plot. Lebih kurang sama with what I’ve been gone through. Siapa yang tak tengok lagi better watch sebab memang worth it!

Then me and love had Butter Rice with Gravy Roasted Chicken at Pavilion for lunch. Lepas dah pusing pusing we straight headed back to Shah Alam. Even dah makan pun still lapar. Thought of what to eat Syg decided to have Steambat at Uptown Shah Alam. Soooo yummy yummy. Makan makan dan makan.

Why it was the best day. Hmm yela siapa yang tak happy spending the day with the loved ones kan. Lepas makan borak borak talked about opinion masing masing. Talked about life people around us and our future. Thank God for having him with me. That's all I wanted. kbye

Love,
LH

5 DAYS TILL I TURN 21

Well it’s not like you turn 21 each year. The fact that is I’m gonna turn to 21 just in a few days away and I have no idea how it would be. I’m not looking forward to it actually. I finished my graduation but still I can’t come over the fact that, in the age of 21 I own a car with my own money. And in this age I thought so many things about the future. Worried about money and savings and I also have plan on applying housing loan. Too fast I know. That’s it. Talking about the celebration. I’m not into a celebration thingy same goes to my family.  Remember the date of my birthday is more than enough.

What I do before I turn 21. Loads. On last Monday, I went to a football match between Manchester City against Harimau Malaya. It was an amazing feeling when I had the chance watched a live football match. Moreover it’s my favourite football club ever, Manchester City.  Well about this I’m gonna tell in the next entry.

Okay watched football match and what else.  Hm I tried out Bazaar Putrajaya. FYI, along this fasting month, I already checked on 5 bazaars include Bazaar Section 17, Bazaar Section 18, Bazaar PKNS, Bazaar stadium and the latest Bazaar Putrajaya. Bazaar Stadium much better I guess than Bazaar Putrajaya. You should try both.

Then played bowling at Sunway Pyramid. It was so enjoyable. Why I said so. I’m not so superb in this game compared to my partner but I won for the second game. Hetric. 3 times strike.  Well don’t underestimate me hehe. He was unsatisfied because he dropped 20 points away against me for the second game so we decided to rematch. Just soon enough. Takde hal lah. Bring it onnn :D

Love,
LH

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MY TOP 3 BEST LOCAL SONGS

I've been listened to the local songs lately and this is my top 3 best and awesome local songs. Here I pick out the songs that really really catch my ears recently. Enjoy :)

#3 Kaka & Zizan - Bawaku Pergi





 #2 Aku Suka Dia - Ainan Tasneem





#1 Sleeq & Najwa Latif - Untuk Dia

INTERNET

Bila cakap internet semua orang pun suka. Boleh cakap kepakaran semua orang lah. Berjuta juta manusia pun surf internet almost all the time. Medium pelbagai aktiviti. Youtube. Facebook. Blogger. Me myself pun gila internet which I mean suka surfing blogging and posting. But internet actually ada pros and cons. Bila digunakan for a negative way contribute to a negative things. And even digunakan in a postive way pun still ada potential contribute negative things.

Internet do teach me some lessons and from that lessons I keep reminding myself to use it carefully. Extra careful. Well I nak tanya korang. From where did the stalkers and hackers exist. Actually apa yang trigger these kind of people exists.  The social networking itself. The wide world internet itself kan. Memang internet ni takde rules. It's up to korang nak upload and share apa apa. Tapi beringat

Memanglah korang cakap yang korang approve semua kawan sendiri but kita memang taktau hasad dengki orang kan even dengan yang paling rapat sekali. It happened to me. I bukan jenis yang friendly and approve orang yang tak kenal. Post pictures and checked in semua benda yang I buat and tempat yang I pergi but it turns to additional information kepada orang yang hasad dengki and hati busuk. Which is Kawan sendiri.

Dulu once I admit I share my real info in this blog and post gambar semua. Since ada stalker lepas tu backstabbers sekali yang tak senang tengok orang senang I remove everything. Actually once you post pictures in the internet those pictures will remain. There is no fucking way to remove. And orang boleh buat anything with your pictures bersepah dekat google.

ME

Who am I. I am not a spiderman, batman or wonder girls. I’m just an ordinary one but yet ambitious. I’m not a rich girl but yet rich with dreams. Well I’m not so friendly for the first time meeting. People used to label me ‘sombong’ but actually tak pun. Once you get close with me you’ll see the real me.

I’m the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know. You only see the real me if we’re close. You know I'm comfortable with you when I'm weird with you. I sing whatever song comes into my mind. I say everything that’s on my mind. I talk nonstop. I do stupid jokes. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times with the person I am comfortable with. You just can see the difference. When I’m with the person I’m not so close I’m a lil a bit shy and only speak when it’s really really need.

I don’t have lots of friends. Only few of them. Some said that I’m choosy in having friends but actually I’m not. It just mementingkan keselesaan. If I’m not comfortable it would be awkward but once dah comfortable I’m gonna cling to that person wherever I go and whatever I wanna do.